1 Malaysia

‎'malaysia is too vibrant to be defined with colours'

sy quote ni dari satu iklan tv...ayat yg dalam maksudnya...kadang2 sy bingung apa yg org sibuk sangat pasal 'colours' of malaysian ni...seolah-olah mereka terlalu fokus dengan perbezaan yg wujud...knapa perbezaan itu terlalu signifikan? dan mereka menggunakan perbezaan itu untuk mendefinisikan diri mereka...secara tidak langsung mewujudkan kasta dalam masyarakat...it's like they act as if the differences make them more superior than the others...'i am 'this' and u are 'that'...and because of im 'this', i am more superior than you...maybe ada yg akan pertikaikan...sy x label semua org d msia ini begitu...ada yg accept n embrace perbezaan itu tp ada yg terlalu mengagungkan sehingga lupa maksud 'malaysian' itu sendiri...

well, from where i came from, the people are colourless and undefined...we respect you for who you are...we don't care about our differences...cukup dgn kami menghormati agama dan adat resam anda...jika anda berada di atas, we will cheer for your achievement, and if suddenly you fall, we will be there to lend u a hand...because? we are malaysian.

and the motion of 1 m'sia? satu cara yg baik utk menerapkan nilai perpaduan utk seluruh rakyat m'sia...it's never too late to start...especially here...maybe this way ppl can open their mind that malaysia does not consist of 3 main races only...unless you consider the east states' races do not deemed to be considered as the main races of malaysia...dan ada yg kata sbh swak ni orgnya masi pakai cawat,tinggal atas pokok...hahaha...tp skrg xda lg kot yg ckp mcm tu klu ada msti lama sgt duk bwh tmpurung ...

well what im trying to say, we malaysian should not defined ourselves and others by colours...every race is unique in its own ways...embrace the differences and respect them...be friends with each other regardless of the colours of our skin, our dialects and our religions...malaysian is about varieties that co-exist in harmony without any prejudice, without second-grading others...we, inherit that attitude a long time ago...it's about time for the rest to embrace the motion of 1 malaysia and pass it on to your children...for the sake of a peaceful future of our children.

The ATM Machine & Me

25hb in most of the months pekerja2 kjaan akan berbaris di mesin2 atm untuk mengeluarkan duit gaji mereka...termasuklah sy sndri...kebanyakkan org akan happy bila hari ini tiba...yalah sepa yg x happy bila dpt duit kan...tapi bagi sy hari inilah yg paling sy x suka...bkn x bersyukur dgn rezeki yg diterima but i always hate the idea that i have to wait for the end of every month to get paid...time tu la baru boleh beli itu ini barulah dan mcm2 lagi...bagi yg bekerja korang taula pa mo dibuat bila dpt gaji kan...

sy mmg bersyukur bila masuk ja kad n cek balance n gaji masuk...just sy rasa mcm terkongkong...sy terpaksa tunggu hjg bulan utk beli apa2...bukankah lebih baik if i can buy anything i want anytime i want...maksudnya disni financial freedom...xpyh tunggu hjg bulan utk dompet tu berisi...bila2 masa pun dompet tu berisi...


dulu sy pernah baca buku 'rich dad poor dad' by robert t kiyosaki...dlm buku tu adala bg panduan cmna kita ble capai financial freedom...up to us to decide how we generate the income...and how to make the money work for us n not the other way around...kan bagus bila da capai financial freedom...x pyh lg nk tunggu hjg bulan xpyh lg berbaris panjang tiap waktu gaji masuk...sbb dompet tu mmg berisi...

guess i have to find a good solution to generate such income...kat facebook pun ramai yg tgh buat online biz...good for them...they're on their way to achieve financial freedom...yg plg fames skrg program 'unstoppable' tu...xtau apa...mybe ada yg tau ble la bg pandangan skit psl ni...anyway just got to be thankful for what i have right now...and got to find a solution for my dilemma A.S.A.P.

Things we take for granted

this post is supposed to be entitled happy mother's day...but that don suit what i want to say...sometimes we take take things for granted...i know i did...and i regret it forever till...sometimes i wish i could turn back time and say what i want to say what im supposed to say to my mom...i know my mom knew how much i love her but there's a difference between knowing and hearing it said...guess im not used to express my feelings back then...even till the last gasp i held my feelings...i never accepted that she's gone...to me she just vanished...i know i can never bear of losing her...so i turn to denial...that's the easiest way for me...well it did stop the tears from pouring...

but now how i wish i was me today,back then...it would be nice to say i love u mum face to face...i know she knows i love her so much but wouldn't it be better if things were different...

some of you may still have your mother, who greets you when you come home, who calls you when you're afar, who worries for you when your sick, be the busiest person on your wedding, who smile when you tell her 'mum, i just MADE you a grandson.. :)' who consoled you when you're down...who will be there on the other line whenever you need her...well such luxury, i have no more...

take care of your mum...love her and most importantly tell her...everyday...don't take things for granted...she may not be there for you forever...once she's gone you won't get a second chance...
send my regards to your mother...and tell her happy mother's day.

xoxo
son of Angeline John

Laskar Pelangi

kadang jika diikutkan hati...i wish to be in a band...make songs that  people can relate to...reach them where ever they are...give them hope or make them smile whenever they need one just by hearing to my songs...that will be my pure satisfaction...i know i can do it...but i just let my satus-quo, my comfort zone to hinder me from doing so...im glad that  pada umur sy begini sy sedar apa yg saya mau lakukan tp ianya bukan smthing yg patut sy lakukan...mybe most of us are like that...maybe...kita tau apa yg kita mau tp x dapat fulfill them because kita x yakin it will be enough to make ends meet...but let's not just ignore them...keep the fire burning until the time is right then let it loose...because if we believe purely, nothing can stop us...just try to seek where your true potential lies and harness it to the fullest...then maybe kepuasan dlm hidup itu akan dirasai...terima kasih buat Nidji thru 'Laskar Pelangi'...

Gelak kecil si Kecil

yep memang agak penat juga memikir about future ni...tambah2 lagi keadaan sekarang yang agak menekan tp tadi bila dengar suara baby anak buah ketawa di fon, it gives me strength and makes me smile...it's just suddenly i feel relaxed and i know tommorrow will be better...that sound brought hope along...so i can live tommorrow knowing that all will be good...come what may, i know i can handle it...thanks little one! :)