terlalu banyak yang hendak dikecapi dalam umur muda ni,kira muda la lagi selagi belum masuk 30,walaupun pada hakikatnya hujung tahun ni 30 tahun juga bro! tapi nampaknya apa yang dicita-citakan tu belum nampak jalan kearah itu...the means to an end...masih kabur2...ini mengingatkan saya tentang buku The Secret yang pernah saya baca dulu...basically,jika kita mau something kita mesti fokus and follow the necessary steps to have a positive mental state that focus in that particular dream...mungkin pasal itula satu haprak pun x jadi! terlalu banyak yang difikirkan dan bercampur aduk so whatever that makes things happens got confused! the end result is always the same thing ...mau jadi senang,org yang baik,taat pada perintah agama etc...tapi silapnya,otak ni bukannya fikir bab tu,but more on those things that hinders me achieving that goal! shiiiiiitttt! guess this is the challenge that people always got stucked with...and what makes it worse...THEY NEVER REALIZED IT! another hard part is,maintaining the same state of mind ...nak set otak ni focus pada cita2 kita ni memang susah...pengaruh comfort zone,pengaruh kawan2, fear of the unknown...fear of moving out from the status quo...every single sorts of bullshit there is,will always has it effects on your mental state...it takes a lot of discipline to control your mind,once you got hold of it,everything will take its on place...
maybe ada yang agak skeptik teori ni, tapi melalui buku2 yang dibaca,either buku motivasi or biografi org2 yg berjaya,they all the same thing and basically thge same method.
Cita2...kena realistik, cita2 yg lahir dari hati kita...dan cita2 itu kita kena percaya kita boleh capai,maksudnya kita kena percaya diri kita yg kita mampu capai cita2 itu...kalau kepercayaan itu tidak ada,then it's useless...cita2 ni xda limit,you can have ten different goals but you have to discipline yourself to control your mind so things don't mix up...once you have a strong belief on your dreams,you will see things that will take you a step closer to your dream will appear out of no where...the more focus you are ,the more they will be laying in front of you...macam magik bila kita fokus ni sebenarnya...perasan tak bila kita nak something sangat2,macam2 benda akan tiba2 muncul didepan kita yg akan bantu kita utk dapat benda tu...sedangkan sebelum ni kita xtau pun benda tu wujud ,kadang2 depan mata kita sj...that's the power of fokus...it opens a different set of eyes...x percaya? cubalah...senang cerita,masa kita student,nak siapkan assignment last minute,macam2 idea akan timbul,macam2...tiba2 kita dapat ilham itu ini(tapi kalau jenis copy kawan punya mmg ilham habuk la) tapi buat dalam kelam kabut...so bila dah siap,menyesal...dlm hati mesti kata,kalau buat awal mesti lagi bagus dari yg ada sekarang...
cuba ingat balik...masa kelam kabut last minute tu,otak kita tengah fokus nak siapkan assgmt tu...mcm2 idea keluar,kadang2 pelik2, tiba2 ada idea nak cari kat mana, sumber yg tiba2 muncul, tapi dah x sempat ,xdapat la nak masukkan dalam assgmt tu...maksudnya,kalau kita focus benda akan jadi senang...tiba2 benda / something akan muncul utk bantu kita achieve benda yg kita nak...mesti punya! tapi yang susahnya,nak set minda ni utk fokus...set your mind...part ni yg susah buat semua org...but once you get hold of it,things will be easier...
so sekarang i have to start from scratch ...got some books to read and focus on things that i really want...so lets just see how things are gonna be...most importantly,don't forget to pray...itu paling penting kan...so lets focus!
