Things we take for granted

this post is supposed to be entitled happy mother's day...but that don suit what i want to say...sometimes we take take things for granted...i know i did...and i regret it forever till...sometimes i wish i could turn back time and say what i want to say what im supposed to say to my mom...i know my mom knew how much i love her but there's a difference between knowing and hearing it said...guess im not used to express my feelings back then...even till the last gasp i held my feelings...i never accepted that she's gone...to me she just vanished...i know i can never bear of losing her...so i turn to denial...that's the easiest way for me...well it did stop the tears from pouring...

but now how i wish i was me today,back then...it would be nice to say i love u mum face to face...i know she knows i love her so much but wouldn't it be better if things were different...

some of you may still have your mother, who greets you when you come home, who calls you when you're afar, who worries for you when your sick, be the busiest person on your wedding, who smile when you tell her 'mum, i just MADE you a grandson.. :)' who consoled you when you're down...who will be there on the other line whenever you need her...well such luxury, i have no more...

take care of your mum...love her and most importantly tell her...everyday...don't take things for granted...she may not be there for you forever...once she's gone you won't get a second chance...
send my regards to your mother...and tell her happy mother's day.

xoxo
son of Angeline John